Hidden behind zip locked lips
Whom never released the pain,
Stored in frigid heart movements
That blossomed grave flowers;
Love’s unexpected death
Waking up memories
Of butterflies that once tickled appetites
And brewed the aroma of my faith
Climbing hair for a higher connection
Only to meet a plastic princess
Who’s love was entangled with yesterday
Confusion, self blame, tears, depression;
The ingredients of suicide
I weighed placing in the depths of hell
An unplanned exit only I could see
But never found
Awoken from a nightmare
Into chapter two of an untold fairy tale
Where two magnets attract
Despite the black cloud who thunders
A warning of the lightning that’ll strike
While my happiness slowly deteriorates
In the midst of lies I sell myself
Conned by a recovering heart
Tricked into the mirage of love
Holding onto personal blame
My failures that don’t equate to me;
Silently I recover a fragile heart
And interrogate the truth of myself
I escape pain’s coma
The unexpected resuscitation of love
That came with a second heart beat
From plastic princess’s to a queen;
Maleficent
Whom transformed my final breathes of love
Into a mosaic heart
That met a glitch in the matrix
And never escaped
I shower in the loneliness of myself,
After last place finishes.
A trophy case of milk cartons,
With my heart pictured on their sides
The world searches for vigorously
Love’s gas tank slumped below empty
Siphoned;
The unholy ghost who stole my soul.
The daughter who stole my mind.
The mother who stole my heart.
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